Along the Yellow Brick Road
Work has really gotten the best of me over the last eight months.
"Awww, come on dave, that's one of the wimpiest sentences you've ever written."
Work penetrated the insides of my head with an icy-cold wake up dagger, "dave, no more cruise control. If you want to work here..." And with one big ole commitment I fast-tracked on a laser train right out of my personal life. No worries. It's what I needed. Rosemary has been cool and Carla is a teenager.
A phenomenal effort by my team at work has secured my employment with this company for a little while longer. While I cannot let up, I need to slow the train down and get back to that comforter that wraps itself around my soul and heart, the one that on a storm-filled day warms my mind, the one that a hurricane cannot pry loose, and the one that is one with dave's dna - dave's writing.
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John Maxwell says, "No dream grows out of a vacuum. It grows out of a dream. Whether you know it or not, your life has been preparing you for your dreams."
Those who know me know that I am a fifty-one year old bald guy who has had no idea what I want to be when I grow up. My heart, soul and mind have been ripped from my body and beaten against the rocks of not knowing. The pain of not knowing, of thinking that my answers were out ahead on the road before me have been excruciating, mind numbing and paralyzing. The pain has sucked oxygen from my life, leaving me most often doubled over in pain.
But for the last five or six years, I've known the answer to my question is and really always has been inside...just like John says. Something is beginning to stir within dave's soul... I feel like the sun is trying to penetrate the clouds that accompany my journey. Something is happening...
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While my writing has taken it in the back over the last eight months, my reading hasn't. And lately I seem to be not only smoking books, but vaporizing them.
Picture the robot from the movie Short Circuit...need input, need input.
One of the greatest feelings that I have ever experienced as a human being was a bought of heart-felt appreciation for a book review that I wrote for this one gentleman. As he told me from six-hundred miles away via telephone what this book review did for him and his company, warms tears streamed down my face. To know dave is to know that this moment is an anomaly. This was about six years ago and I packed this experience up in my back pack that I carry on my life's journey.
Writing book reviews and telling folks what excites me about others and their work is a portion of my comforter's dna. John says they've always been there. dave says he knows. Johns says to tune in. dave says they've walked every foot of the Yellow Brick Road with him.
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Because my back log of books to write about is so long, I am going to start writing a very short synopsis about each one. Afterwords I'll follow up with additional posts elaborating.
The mix of first and third person in this post is by design. Put that in your pipe and smoke it oh great magazine editor!!